I guess this is going to be a Tired Tuesday post. It’s Tuesday. I’m tired. But one must keep one’s spirits up. At least, I am trying to do so. For the main reason, I feel I should not be a burden on others with my anxiety and depression.
Earlier today I went for a walk to the post office. I took my Tablet with me, thinking to take some cheerful spring pictures. Alas, the wind blew coldly and I was disinclined to make any stops. I was skeptical of my ability to get good pictures in any case.
Oh dear, this is not a cheerful post, despite my best intentions. Well, we are many of us struggling with our emotions these days. These days have such a weird, unnatural quality, and the future is impossible to predict. Additionally, I am feeling a great amount of guilt about how little I am accomplishing during this period of enforced inactivity.
However, it does me no good to dwell on these negative thoughts. What did I just say in the first paragraph about keeping my spirits up? Yes, I am trying to do so.
One thing I can feel kind of sort of happy about is that I have made a blog post. Perhaps not one of my best, but one cannot always meet the highest standard, can one? Or can one? Could I in fact meet the highest standard every day if I tried? Discuss amongst yourselves.