It’s another Wrist to Forehead Sunday, but I have a different source for my angst today. I am waiting to go to auditions at Ilion Little Theatre for Lunch Hour, a romantic comedy to be presented in November. My angst is not from audition butterflies, because I have agreed to be stage manager. My job is set. My angst is is due to the onset of as huge case of WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING???
Of course the answer to that question is, I’m not. I almost never am. I am, it must be admitted, a theatre junky (my computer wants me to spell it “junkie,” but my dictionary says “junky” is also correct). When somebody asks me to do any theatre thing, I jump at the chance. They don’t even have to ask me, I often volunteer. And by “volunteer,” I mean beg. “Oh please, please, PLEASE let me be in your play! I can work backstage! I can make costumes! I can work on the set! I can do lights and sound!” Full disclosure: I may be a complete klutz and borderline useless at any of these jobs; it never stops me.
Actually, I have not had to beg since I got involved with Ilion Little Theatre. They are a very welcoming group, not at all clique-y. I feel very fortunate to be involved with such a fun group of such nice people. However, it cannot be denied that doing plays takes a lot of time and energy. Sometimes there is more drama backstage than onstage, even with a fun group of nice people.
The other source of my hesitation to become involved in Lunch Hour is that I am still so filled with concern over Roxy. Roxy, as regular readers know, is the play being presented by Herkimer County Historical Society at Ilion Little Theatre. It is less than two weeks until opening night! Yikes! Will we pull it together in time? Will it be good? Will I be good? Oh well, probably, but one can’t help but have butterflies.
You know, I don’t know why I’m sitting here with my wrist to my forehead. I LOVE the theatre! It is wonderful to audition for a play and get a part. It is fun to learn lines, go to rehearsal, develop a character and all that. And when the audience applauds at the end, well, that’s pretty good too. As an added bonus, I often get quite a number of blog posts out of it, as you may have noticed. So Happy Sunday, everyone, I’m off to auditions.